I am moved on in the main from it Cassie but theres times like today when it floods back and with all the memories its so hard .....today is going to be a very grey day xx

to my late wife it was at 5.55 on this day 14 years ago cancer took har away from us remembering............25-1-1999 with deep sadness the day you had to leave us. No day has passed when we have not thought of you, your happy smile your caring ways, your cup of tea as always. Thinking of others before yourself, our life together was our wealth, Still hard to believe that you have gone, Our darling Sue so brave so strong. Above all else your total love for our two young son's and life itself now gone. Those who met you will never forget you, you were unique one of a kind. Our remembrance comes from those who loved you most, now left behind

the rude parts of old Phil

ginger gattling gun poking out of

my initials were N,P and I had the reddest hair anyone could have had and some found me scarey but most found me very funny

antonio meucci he made the first one but could not afford to re-new his ceveat 'and not thats's not a scarf you wear round your neck'

now now the warden could have got hurt ......funnier still

I hope they lose millions and that someone more farer takes it over when they go down the shooooooooot but alas govt will have their say and offer it again to the biggest back hander roll on the republic and UKIP

mate thats my birthday 13th feb too and Sue was cremated the day before on the 12th ....the wig makers phoned about 20 mins before the hears came to ask what colour hair she was due to Sue was going through Chemo and the hospital didnt tell the wig maker she'd died almost three weeks before......it's 14 years on the 25 th of jan That Sue died and that was just weeks after a consultant told her 'we can give you some good years yet'....same lying bast who'd told her twin sister simular 3.5 years before....they are only there for the saleries most of them

theres nothing worse than have your heart pulled at and it's terrible when it cant be fixed due to the actions of others Nyst ....walk in the library with a massive cardboard sign with the word SILENCE you f--- idiots on it in 2 foor high letters....ok not everyone has the same outlook as me

a BIG bunch of hugs on their way from here too x we have my late wifes 14 aniversary of her death here on the 25th Jan and it will get better Cassie but it's how long it takes that hurts x

give her a BIG hug m8 and tell her i said chin up....trying to deal with some Shyte here thats being txt to me....women .... buggas aint they

I agree ....and the only people who will not be moaning are the share holders 'you can bet mp's are in on it' .....I buy some now and then but not sure if I'd bother when it goes up in price and I hope Camelot get a nice slap in the face from their ex punters when it happens I hope they leave in hundreds of thousands not just thousands

phew you wouldnt make a monkey out of them ......wonder how they would get on with the snowman lol

http://www.metacafe.com/watch/7912016/funny_snowman_prank/ been meaning to put this up for a while lol

whats made me swear today is the red haired chap out in affie who's mouthing off about blowing away taliban .....why o why dosnt the prique learn to keep is trap shut

chatting to a council worker and asking him ....do you dig roads he replied oh yes ....yes i do but I like Corfu better

not for me sac back -crack:!:

I bet you're forking fuming about that m8

you need a taller wall then I love the snow used to love taking the boys sledging and suggested it the other day and was told to sod off lol....they thought I meant it lol

3.46 pm and no snow here in north east essex .....I've a feeling I may have spoke too soon lol

He's chuffed and so am I Caro Thank you for your comment too:-)

well theres always that option although i know some in here who'd rather hang themselves than have me as leader ha ha....i'd supply them the f---- rope though ha ha

thinking back to last night up the local and my youngest son's pre birthday drinks and games of pool with his mates....I only had the one beer to help him kick the night off and then a shed load of his mates turned up so off I went....happy 20th Billy and he had a phone interview yesterday about a job and has a face to face stage two interview with them next week so he's happy about that too

UKIP mate it's the only way to be now ....I'm totally for them and with what he said about Blair last night too there should be charges laid on him and his whole ex cabinets and his ****** wife they should all be locked up for the rest of their lives