Listen I really appreciate your experience and the links to threads, I have read them, but still to take them them in.
But can I ask you to respect the fact that when you are ill you dont have access to normal energy so everything takes longer, also you dont think like your normally do.
You will know this because you will have been ill at one point in your life.
I agree they have zero morals but I dont want to join them, and for my own sanity need to make sure I am safe.
You sound like a bit of a warrior and god love you for it, but I am not.
No big deal, thats just how it is.
Encourage me, dont put pressure on me for not being as brave as you.