i am so stupid i have got myself into this massive hole and i can't get out i don't know what to do!
Omg where do I start...
In may I put £25 online slot and after 3 spins won £1000 wow this is so easy!!
Took the money and closed my account for 6 months so I didn't spend any more put it all in our savings for my wedding!
The week after I signed up to another site and lost £200 0oh well I can afford it then the week after that I joined another one spent all my wages in one afternoon but wait I won £1900 with the very last £50 I had yes I'm saved... Paid my rent paid the bills bought my wedding dress wow this is so easy...
Getting the urge to gamble again so I join up to another site lost uh oh no money again so sneak into joint account started playing with that money then I lose... Oh dear I can't let the oh see this so I get several pay day loans to put into the account they go in I get the urge again so started taking it out bit by bit lost it all
i got paid and transferred money back into the savings before OH saw it and spent the rest gambling to try win money back but i lost it all i haven't even paid the rent i have £0 to my name i have all these companies wanting money in the next few days i am stuck! what shall i do ...
These are the companies
Cash Genie £600
Mr Lender £337.50
Lending stream £260
Minicredit £308
Wage Day Advance £194
All need paying this month
im so stuck so much going on i have my car MOT and tax due at end of month too and we are moving out in October and need £1000 for the deposit this is why i done it cos i know we needed the money and i thought it was easy but its not its ruined my life!
Where do I start I'm so scared to tell oh he might hate me call off the wedding