Phew, just managed to log back in. So great to have so many wonderful responses here! That’s made me feel so much better to have your support folks, thank you.
Goldenlady, the split of the debts is Egg card £10k, MBNA card £15k, Lloyds card also £15k and a Lloyds loan for £10k. Don’t feel very proud of it but I didn’t have a choice at the time. The Lloyds card is probably over 10 years old by now I think. I think the Lloyds loan was an online application but I can’t fully remember. That loan was taken out in about 2004 though so I might be ok? Great that Lloyds couldn’t produce your agreement, well done, and I fully agree about MBNA. They are the PITTS.
Sosumi is right, I’m only taking a short course of the sleeping tabs to try and reset my sleeping schedule as I’ve been up worrying most nights. But now I’ve discovered this site I’m sure things are going to get better as it sounds like there’s hope out there.
I’d love to pee the debt companies off but I’m a bit of a scaredy-cat at the moment (also on anti-depressants so not hugely strong), but I hope that if I can get control of my finances then things will start to improve.
Bigegg, I’ve broken quite a few of the rules unfortunately. I’ve sent them many letters that I’ve signed and also spoken to them at length on the phone (but that was before I discovered this site).
I'll try and get back online again tomorrow, night night all.