Foolmum,,CALM DOWN HUNNY,,SERIOUSLY..They are NOT going to hang you,take your child away,cart you off anywhere or any of the scenarios you are imagining in your panicked state...IT'S MONEY..and they won't be able to take what you physically do NOT have. They are more interested in a sensible payment plan than they are in making your life hell,and NOONE can tell you what they will or won't fine you....I've been there,,done that,,and it took longer for me to get my sanity back than it did to sort the repayment schedule out. Honestly hun,,stop reading other threads,,not one is relevant to your individual case. Now,,get a cup of tea,,and try to relax,,,it's not going to ruin your life unless you let it and you don't want to do that now do you??